Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time, to the day I can honestly say that I had forgotten you. I know that moving on is a process and just like any other wound it takes time to heal, and yes sometimes it leaves a deep scar that serves as a small reminder of the pain.
There are days that I seem fine, those are the days that I keep myself busy with work and with other things so that I won’t have the time to think about you. But at the end of the day, when I’m all alone and the stillness of the night thoughts of you continue to linger.
Only time will determine when and how long I am going to move on. I know that the pain and your memories will not go away that easily as I want them to be, but eventually one day I am quite sure that I am gonna wake up and realize that somewhere along the way, that piercing feeling that I’ve always felt inside my heart will fade away. Life goes on, and sometimes we get so caught up and too busy living our lives that we no longer notice that we had indeed moved on.
Just like the branches that’s been swamped in the shore after the storm.. everything will just be fine, in time…
May 17th, 2010 at 4:45 am
hello i loved your blog
my name is susana and i ‘m from portugal. i have lupus too and i’m with you in this fight 
i’ll be waiting for updates of the blog 
May 26th, 2010 at 11:27 pm
I am 34 years old and was diagnosed with Lupus 3 years ago, my life has been turned upside down. I came across your website and was encouraged, motivated and reassured that everything will be alright, not knowing anyone with this disease has been so challenging for me. Thank you for writing, please keep doing so. I know I need it! God has been so good through all of this! He is in control! Thanks again!