I was out with some friends last night.. after days of hibernating and solitude I finally feel fine. I was hoping to have a great time with my friends and I did, but there is one unexpected news that suddenly broke my heart… I am not sure of what to feel knowing that the one I am secretly in love with for so long already has someone.. I have no right whatsoever to be jealous, I have someone with me too and I shouldn’t be feeling this way but I just can’t help it.. I am sad knowing that now, we can never be, it never was anyway but I sincerely thought that he was the one and unconsciously I am preparing for the day we can finally be together and now, that dream was shattered. This is a crazy feeling, I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way but I am so sad and it feels like my heart had suffered the greatest heartache ever…

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