Taken a few days ago.. before everything went crazy in my life again…
“The only way of catching a train I have ever discovered is to miss the train before..”
A few days ago, I am raving about my life. I somehow became at peace with myself and although most of the times I get so caught up on life’s inevitable rush I just knew that I tend to chase with time…
Everything is just so fast-paced and I am trying to cope up. It is impossible for us to even stand still and have a moment to ourselves. It feels like I’ve been running and racing against time not really knowing what’s in store for ahead.
I like the speed, I hate waiting and I don’t like wasting time. I used to think that I’ve got everything under control and I can manipulate time until the moment I was diagnosed with Lupus and now, maybe something more.. Everything I believed in came crashing down. Suddenly, I have no control of what’s gonna happen and my life was once again put on hold.
Sometimes I feel like life is running me over and I just can’t keep up with the speed anymore. But lately I realize that I don’t need to catch up with the train because no matter what I do I just can’t. It’s like watching a sunset over the railroads and seeing your life on a whole new light. Life is not about how fast you keep moving for we are not in control of our journey, sometimes you just need to sit back, relax a bit and let God direct you. You just need to have more faith.
January 30th, 2010 at 4:35 pm
Life is like an very long parade. If u miss 1 segment, just catch up with the next segment. The physical reinforces the psychological. People rarely ever change, it is usually the means to their ends that change (e.g., celfone instead of pagers) rather than the ends themselves.
God remains the same no matter what time period you’re in. God’s word still applies even if it doesn’t seem like it at 1st.