I simply love the weather the past few days. The cold breeze makes me feel so calm and peaceful. This morning I watched the sunrise and went for a walk around my neighborhood. I just love the morning chill. It’s so quiet and peaceful, and I really had a wonderful time for myself.

I felt like a child again as I play at the swing at the mini park in my subdivision and I tried not to think about anything. I should be feeling sad and miserable, for I have once again failed in love but oddly enough I didn’t find any sorrow in my heart. I am not lonely, I may suffer for a broken heart now and I may be missing him a bit but slowly I am getting used to the fact that he is no longer in my life and I think I am slowly getting over him. I know that everything in our lives has a reason and I may not fully understand why he was brought into my life but I want to think that maybe somehow he made me realize I can still fall in love the way I used to.. and this may not be the love I was hoping for but I am hopeful that the next one will be different, more meaningful and someone I truly deserve.

The walk back home made me realize how I love my life. It maybe complicated at times but generally I live a simple happy and contented life. I know that I am loved by the people I value the most. My family may seem crazy at times but our love for each other knows no boundaries. I am so blessed to have an amazing group of friends that I’ve treasured for years now, you mean so much to me and I thank you for always standing by me no matter what..

I am starting a new chapter in my life soon and I am so excited to find out what’s in store for me, and I’m not letting Lupus get in the way.

Good night everyone! Happy Weekend..

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