What’s with you dear heart?? You were doing pretty much fine, even great perhaps.. and I told myself you’ve been successful in guarding your heart then, why now?? Why are you letting the wolf called love eat you alive again…Haven’t you had enough broken heart to last a lifetime?
I often say that love is the last thing I have in mind right now, for I just know that it will just complicate things for me and being sick lupus, that’s just not a good thing. I can say that I have successfully stayed away from love for such a long time. Why? Because I don’t want the risk of being hurt again, I really think I’ve had enough pain and so far I’ve been happy being single, I love the independence of being on my own and love remains to be an elusive reality for me. I was doing great, I am happy with my life and then BOOM!!! As fast as the lightning strikes, the struck of love hit me again bullseyed! And I’m caught between running away and giving it a chance.
What now my dear heart?? You’ve never felt like these in years and I hate it to admit it but this person is making me happy, is making me smile just by a mere thought of him, I feel butterflies in my stomach every time he calls me “sweetheart or my baby”.. I feel like a teen-ager once again and *sigh* I love this feeling and I think I am falling in love with him but the thing is I am quite certain that things will be so complicated in time… that’s why I’m torn..
Should I stay away or just let things be…
I can’t made up my mind… goodness!
