I have been too busy lately and a lot of things happened in just a short span of time that somehow made me feel a bit chaotic. Don’t get me wrong I love the way things are happening in my life right now, I mean who would want to complain about my slow recovery from my longest lupus flare, certainly not me. It’s a slow recovery but I’ll rather have that than not to recover at all.

My grandmother from my father side died a week ago and my father came home from overseas. Family matters are always complicated for me so I’ll rather not blog about it but still it was a sad event.

My emotions are a bit in chaos too, I don’t know but I am somehow missing someone terribly. Yes, I’ve been thinking of that certain someone for the past few days and it’s making me nostalgic and sad. I am missing him so much and I simply can’t understand why…

I feel like I’m running towards a railroad, my thoughts are racing against the trains but I simply can’t catch up…*SIGH* I’m not even sure what to blog about, my mind is off wandering somewhere and I just need to find it soon!

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