Those were the days of fun… *sigh* I’m a bit sad because I really miss my friends, I miss going out and I miss having fun. I feel like I’ve been sick for so long now that my life became so boring that even I can’t believe is happening to me. I sometimes think if this is my reality or my destiny perhaps, I feel like someone with disability and I just can’t function anymore. There is so many things that I wanted to do but this lupus is preventing me to fulfill my dreams.
I know that these too shall pass and sooner or later I will be back and I will live, but as for now as lupus takes the better part of me and putting my life on hold, at least for now.
