I honestly can’t remember the last time I posted something about love in this blog, I always post my love thoughts in my other blog Just Let Go but this time I think I’m in the mood for a little love thoughts here…
I miss being in love. It’s been quite awhile and I think I had forgotten how it feels like to care about someone and to be loved as well. I think my heart grew cold and numb after years of isolation and heartaches, I thought I can live without love and I honestly thought I am happy being single, I guess, I’m wrong. I may have been cynical about love, I may project a strong persona but deep inside I am still the hopeless romantic quickmelt who wrote love emotions on tissue paper. The years may have passed and love has passed me by, but the belief that somehow I can still find true love never fades.
Yes, there was a point I gave up waiting, I gave up looking for love but it was when I wasn’t looking that I have found it… I’m not sure where its heading, I cannot even say this is finally it but I guess I’ll let the future worry for itself and I’ll just enjoy this moment..
It is true that we don’t really know what we’ve got until it’s gone, but what we don’t know is what we’ve been missing until it arrives…
July 22nd, 2008 at 8:46 pm
Wow, you sure are in-love now Emmy ! God bless your relationship with whoever that lucky guy is . I have always wanted to be married and have my own family but it seemed like nothing was happening for a long time. I almost gave up, especially that I was nearing the end of my biological clock. Then one day it happened ! God’s timing is always perfect !
How are you doing with that lupus? I will put you in our prayer chain in my church. Nothing is impossible with God! God bless you !