“The only thing that cannot be recycled is time wasted.”
I’m thirty years old. I’m single and sick. It feels like time is running me over. I feel like I’m a clock rapidly ticking and I’m running out of time… It’s a scary thought that I may actually spend the rest of my life alone and I can never found the “one”
Quite honestly, I’m not really worried that I am still single. I am enjoying my life and since I am sick, I don’t want to be a burden with anyone. But still, I worry about the future and what if I never find myself in love again. I want to be married someday and although everyone said that I cannot bear a child, I am still hoping that I could have my own child someday.
I’m not really sure what the future holds but my days have been so toxic, I sometimes don’t notice that a day has passed. My life is like a routine and although I love my life, I hate the fact that I don’t feel challenged and there’s no excitement in my life. I must be nuts for thinking this way but I just hear the clock ticking and it’s racing against my thoughts.
July 2nd, 2008 at 6:22 am
Oh Dear. Take your time to smell the roses and count your blessings.Just dropping by and can’t help but to make this comment. i love your post.
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July 3rd, 2008 at 11:53 am
Hi sis Emmyrose,
My favorite phrase is “man uses his own time but time waits for no one.” It moves on unmindful of everything in its path. The Lord said, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.” (Jeremiah 29:11) “Just wait for the Lord, be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.” (Psalm 27:14) God bless you sister.
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July 3rd, 2008 at 2:32 pm
Hi Emy….. read this post of yours. Well, life is not always what we want it to be. Most of the time it’s unfair. But what will keep you moving (beside of course your spiritual life as you have told your readers) is that another “faith” that someone out there is reading your life, listening and waiting along the road.
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July 4th, 2008 at 11:35 am
can’t help but agree on this post…looks like we’re on the sam boat here….hahaha…but, it’s good to be single, right?
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July 5th, 2008 at 7:29 pm
I understand your sentiments, but you know what, contunue enjoying your life. Love will come when you least expect it.
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