Hiding the Pain

It’s a rough Monday for me. I thought that since I had my well-deserved rest over the weekend I’ll be feeling much better now, I guess I’m wrong. The pain that I’ve been feeling is starting to become unbearable, all week I have this pain in near my chest and I’m trying so hard not to tell anyone because I don’t want them to worry. I’ve been pretending to be fine even when I’m not. I just don’t want to be a burden to anyone again and I don’t want to go through the same experience I had when I had a flare. I just don’t know if I have enough strength to go through all that procedure again. I’m terrified and it’s scaring me. But somehow I can no longer hide the pain and I have to find the courage to face whatever this pain is headed.

Posted on Monday, June 2nd, 2008 at 11:00 pm and is filed under Lupus, Personal. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

5 Responses to “Hiding the Pain”

  1. lira Says:
    June 3rd, 2008 at 3:10 am

    sorry about that emz. YOu’ll be fine…tagged u here pala http://lirastafford.com/2008/05/technorati-tagged-updated.html

  2. milet Says:
    June 5th, 2008 at 12:13 am

    oist, sinabi mo na ba sa rheuma mo yan ha ? pacheck up ka ulit at sabhin mo yan. wag mo ipapawalang bahala.

    ganda ng bagong template mo. mas mabilis magload.

    take care of yourself ha.

  3. Emmyrose Says:
    June 5th, 2008 at 11:19 am

    hi lira, thanks
    I’m feeling much better now. btw, i already did that tag in my other blog. thanks anyway.

  4. Emmyrose Says:
    June 5th, 2008 at 11:20 am

    hi milet,
    salamat sis, i appreciate your comment :)

  5. Anne Says:
    June 18th, 2008 at 1:32 am

    Anne…

    I just wanted to say that the quality of your site is exceptional. On top of all that it really complements the content that is provided by your site….

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