Before I got sick with lupus I was a party girl. I love to hang out with my friends and we enjoy bar hopping. I had to admit that I used to drink a lot and I did smoke too. Well, I’m not too proud of it but that’s all in the past now, I am totally a reformed person. But what I love about bar hopping is the freedom that it brings, and not much on drinking for I don’t want to promote it but I do enjoy having a few drinks with my friends in our favorite Bar Stools and sometimes even meeting some new people along the way. We also enjoy dancing and hearing live music. Those days were a lot of fun but it’s all in the past now. I’m glad I got to enjoy my youth even before I got sick because having lupus has a lot of limitations on what you can do and you always have to watch your back in everything you do because a lupus flare may just trigger anytime. When I look back on those days, I can only smile and remember how much fun it was but I’m glad that it’s over.

It’s the last day of May and for me this is the end of summer. It’s sad because I have not been feeling well again for the past couple of days and I badly need a vacation once again. I’m not a big fan of theme parks because I’m not that adventurous with those rides but I will not pass by a chance to have Orlando vacations. It’s definitely what I need right now to feel better.