Last weekend, I really prayed to God for some guidance. I’m getting worried that my sad mode is lupus related and I might attract another flare and I’m really scared about that. Everything is going well in my life and I fear that it might not be real. I am terrified when everything in my life is almost perfect because the last time my life was close to perfect I was diagnosed with lupus and I’m scared that somehow all that’s happening in my life will come to an end by something worse than lupus. I know I have to strengthen my faith to God and thank you to the faceless people who had graced my blog and tried to cheer me up. I feel much better now, it’s really great to be able to talk to God and release all the emotions that I’ve been trying to hide. Hopefully my sad mood is finally over and I’m ought for a brighter week ahead.

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