It’s way past midnight and I’ve been trying to sleep but for some reasons I’ve been tossing and turning for hours now that I finally give up… sleep ain’t gonna happen to me anytime soon. The past week had been toxic. Since I took a vacation to Bicol last week and my fingers are swelling in pain, I couldn’t get some decent work done for a couple of days, not to mention I’ve been feeling so down and exhausted too. The past days I had to catch up on my work and beat my deadlines, I haven’t had enough time to blog or to visit my blogger friends. Last Wednesday, I finally had my check up I know it’s pretty irresponsible on my part I should have seen my doctor a few weeks back but I keep delaying it. For the sole reason that I’ve been feeling so great lately that I fear that my laboratory results will tell me otherwise and it will bring me back to reality that I am still sick with lupus. The pain from my fingers made me want to see my doctor and somehow find relief to what I am feeling and yes, my laboratory results indicated that lupus is still very much active in my kidneys that it’s making such a huge amount of protein leak, I felt really bad. I guess I was having so much fun and I’m trying to forget being sick by engaging myself with normal activities just to prove to others and to myself that I am well and I am stronger than lupus. I thought just because I feel good about myself automatically healed me from lupus but I guess I’m wrong.

I don’t want to dwell so much on it for it may cause me more depression in the coming days and I’m still feeling so down. I guess, I need to be inspired, I need to find something extraordinary to cheer me up and so far there’s just nothing…

Living with lupus sucks! Well, it does and there’s nothing much I can do about it. I am thankful that somehow I still got my faith and I want to stay optimistic. I am hanging on to God’s promise that He will not give me something I cannot carry and I know when things gets out of hand, I can always turn to God. Now, I am praying to have some good night sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a happy day.

I am saddened to hear about many people losing their homes because they’re not able to pay their mortgages. It’s heartbreaking to see families being pulled out from their homes and the children, doesn’t even have a clue that they just lost their home. It’s truly a tough time for most people but don’t let your dream house be taken away from you seek the help of mortgage lenders and find a better way to keep your home.

Summer season is not just a time for swimming, it’s also a time for town fiesta and interactive sports in the community. It’s basically having fun and I think getting involved with sports is the best way to beat the summer boredom for students having their vacation. Now, that summer is about to end championship games for various sports will soon take place and I hope the organizers already ordered baseball trophies in time for the big game everyone is looking forward. Hopefully, my cousin’s team will win.

I discovered another fast cash site and it’s truly amazing how our financial worries can be solved in just a click. Maybe you’re a bit reluctant to try it out, I have some reservations about it too because I’m thinking if things are too good to be true then maybe they’re not. Yes, I’m cynical about getting loans over the internet because they may have some hidden fees and they will just give me more headaches but for someone in need of immediate cash, applying for payday loans is something more advisable than asking anyone in your circle of friends or even members of your family for money. I just don’t think mixing money matters with your personal relationships will do you any good. And all you have to do is check out those sites and see if you qualify to what they’re offering, read carefully before committing on anything and simply rely on your instincts and your keen observation.

Is summer over so soon? Earlier tonight the rain poured so hard and I heard from the news that there’s a storm somewhere in the country this weekend and it got me thinking, is summer already over? I know, I’ve been constantly ranting about the heat and how it annoys me knowing that having lupus makes the sun my worst enemy but the thing is I love summer, I’m a beach lover too and I would have enjoyed the sun if I can. I even wish to have a tan during my Boracay summer escapade with my friends but I’m reluctant to soak myself in sun rays even if I have tons of sunblock with me. Well, I think summer is ending soon and I want to go swimming again at least for the last time before the rainy days starts to kick off and everything will be drenched in water again.

Do you need to have some quick cash right now? Well, don’t even think I’m loaning you any money but I know a place where you can get easy and fast cash advance. It’s something you will look forward to when you are having a hard time to meet ends meet. You can apply for cash advance loans from $100 to $2,500 depending on your immediate need and what’s nice about it is that it can be deposited to your bank account or credit union account in just a matter of overnight, now that’s fast and easy, right? All you have to do is meet their simple qualification and you are on your way in getting the finance aid you urgently need. Money worries gives us headaches and it also very stressful to think about it, so why not give yourself a chance to get that burden out of your hand and check out how you can get the loan you need to help you.

Fuel took another price increase over the weekend and it’s now in its all-time high, it’s another painful attack on our budget and with the oil prices continues to climb, we really need to tighten our belts even more and find creative ways to save on our finances. It’s difficult to stay on a budget when prices of the basic commodities are unstoppable and we may cut some of our unnecessary expenses and stick on the ones we truly need but still we fall short especially when there’s an emergency need for quick cash and there’s no one you can turn to. It’s a good thing online payday loans are available for us, it helps us to meet our needs when our next pay check is still very much far off. They are loans that are fast, reliable and easy. Truly a hassle-free way of unburdening our finances woes and helps us get back into our feet until we can catch up on the daily cost of living nowadays.