Wishing for a Better Day

Yesterday I was weeping, I was so sad over nothing at all and I found myself sobbing, crying with no reason at all. It is one of the things I hate about lupus. I feel like I’m being crazy or something. I know, I’m an emotional person but everything in my life right now is doing just fine except maybe in the arena of romance but I have every reason to be happy, that is why I find it odd to wake up yesterday feeling like somebody I love just died. I felt so alone and I’m not. I can’t really talk about this with my family or friends because I know they just couldn’t understand it. I, myself find it difficult to understand it as well but what can I do. Today, I’m still in a foul mood. I managed to function well at work but everything annoyed me. I’m angry towards something I’m not even sure of… goodness, I’m really going insane. I can only wish that tomorrow would be a better day for me and for every lupie out there.

Posted on Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008 at 10:36 pm and is filed under Lupus, Personal. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

7 Responses to “Wishing for a Better Day”

  1. fingertalks Says:
    April 24th, 2008 at 3:23 am

    hi sis,

    here’s wishing that you’re feeling better by now. never let go of hope. have a nice day always. will pray for you as well.

    cheers!

  2. mauniejames3 Says:
    April 24th, 2008 at 6:17 am

    Don’t feel badly…I’ve had the same couple of days and I don’t have lupis…someone told me it’s hormones but I think something is wrong and I can’t put my finger on it…just like you…someone is messing with our minds..or we are both nuts…whatever…try and have a better day tomorrow……..

  3. Panaderos Says:
    April 24th, 2008 at 11:22 am

    Don’t worry too much. Things will sort themselves out in the end. Take care always. :)

  4. Gen Says:
    April 24th, 2008 at 8:50 pm

    hello there…sorry to hear that you are sad and I hope 2morrow is a better day for you.
    Anyway, I have added u in these links http://bloggertraveldestinations.com http://gmunchkin.com http://gerlweyh.com http://gentomsworld.com http://bloggerminded.com http://bloggerarchivejournal.blogspot.com as “EmmyRose” and I hope u will add my blogs too in ur blogroll, thank u in advance.
    God Bless Us All!

    You can visit my other blog also http://gingsmoments.bravejournal.com

  5. fred Says:
    April 25th, 2008 at 9:47 am

    just remember - redemptive suffering can be of great value - find hope in the Cross

  6. Loannah Says:
    April 25th, 2008 at 10:03 am

    Hi Emmy,

    Hope you’ll feel better.

  7. Emmyrose Says:
    April 25th, 2008 at 8:16 pm

    Thank you all for comments and concerns. I’ll get back to you as soon as I’m feeling better.

    @Gen, thanks for the link-up I’ll do the same once I update my links, thanks again.

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