I’ve got the blues. I hate times like this, I feel like I’m being crazy or something. I’m happy, I have every reason to be happy… everything in my life is going well but then how come I feel so sad and I’m weeping. I can’t stop the tears from falling and I’m so sad. I can’t understand why I’m feeling this way, I know its part of having lupus but I don’t like this feeling. Why do I feel so alone? Someone told me to let the tears fall, to cry my heart out and things will be okay in a while. Am I being crazy? I think I am but then again I am lupie, and that’s my reality.
































April 22nd, 2008 at 5:48 pm
You are an emotional person that’s why you become a victim of your mood swings. The antidote to this is to change your focus in life. Focus on God’s undying love for you and not on your love for God for that is waning and subject to your own mood swings. You have everything in life except what you fervently wish for. God is using you for a purpose. Learn to trust Him that His purpose includes your eventual happiness and completion. God bless.
April 22nd, 2008 at 8:40 pm
Thanks for the comment Bro.Mel, I appreciate them a lot.
April 23rd, 2008 at 10:55 am
bakit ganun ems ? after a happy event sometimes we end up depress. mine lasted for four months. it is sometimes hard to accept the fact that having lupus limits us to do things that we wanted to do. pero ano ba magagawa natin kundi lumaban d ba ? we are still blessed.
cry all you want but dont forget to fight back, ok ?