My feet are still swollen. This is another dreadful days I have with lupus and I can’t help but rant about it. There are just so many things that I needed to do but now that I’m having another bad day with lupus I can’t do anything but to stay home. Days like these usually makes me sad, especially when I’m left alone in the house. I feel helpless and I don’t want my loved-ones to worry about me. Is it only wishful thinking that someday they will find a cure for lupus and I can be normal again. I know most of the time I feel normal and everyone will never think that I am sick, but the thing is I want to be normal all the time and lupus flares will just be a thing in the past. Maybe its wishful thinking, any medical person will tell me that a chronic illness can’t be healed but I have a deeper faith and belief that no matter how great this illness maybe I have a greater God who heals and in time I know He will extend His hands on me and completely heal me…

Posted on Thursday, March 27th, 2008 at 5:05 pm and is filed under Inspirational, Lupus, Personal. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.