After all the excitement from last night and all those planning and cooking really made me tired. I was in high spirit yesterday and very hyper. It just felt good to do something wonderful for my mother and it’s also great to be able to be united with our old friends from our church after the “falling out” last night was also a restoration and dreams come true. It felt wonderful to be surrounded by people you respect and care so much about, it’s also felt like I am being welcomed again to be in the service of the Lord’s ministry. Am I ready for that? I’m not sure, but I was praying to come back for such a long time and I was just waiting for God’s call again. It was a long and fulfilling day, and this morning I paid for it. Lupus suddenly reminded me that I am not normal and I should take it slowly. My body felt sore and my feet are swelling like crazy, and yes I think I won’t be able to walk for quite a few days and it’s annoying but what choice do I have. Arrghh, the unpredictable disease strikes again!

2 Responses to “Lupus Strikes Back”

  1. Nikki Says:

    I am glad to have found your blog. My mother has Lupus and my maternal grandmother had Lupus. It is truly an unpredictable disease - it certainly changed our lives. I pray that you continue to seek God for direction and may the joy of the Lord be your strength. Lupus isn’t the end, simply a new beginning.

    Be blessed!

  2. rhea Says:

    hi! we’re on the same boat. i also have lupus. i was diagnosed a couple of months before i graduated in college, that was 3 years ago. it really changed my life. h’m an engineer working in a not-so engineering related work. hayyyy….

    but i’m happy now. like you, i was able to overcome the depression and now trying to live life as if i’m a normal person (except during flares)…hehehe….

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