Lupus in the Summer
Saturday, March 15th, 2008
For someone who is struck with Lupus like me, the summer season is truly a dreadful one. Last year’s summer was terrible for me, my constant “flare” made it difficult for me to even walk around. The relentless heat was felt all over the country (perhaps even the whole world) and for “Lupies” the sun and the heat are synonyms of flare and pain. I’m not sure how I endured the tormenting weakness I felt, the butterfly mark on my face were so noticeable that most people thought I was just blushing, the overwhelming fatigue is what I hated the most. I think I’ve spent more money in sunscreens than I ever spent in shopping alone. When everyone else is enjoying the sun in the beach, I am locked in my air-conditioned room, shielding myself from the sun. As I patiently wait for the sun to go down so that I could get a glimpse of the beach.
Every morning, I find myself praying for rain or at least to feel the coldness once again.. I’ll say to God “Please let it rain today, let there be a cloud to cover the sun and embrace me in chill factor so that I can go outside!”
I can already feel the summer heat and I am somehow terrified that even though I am currently Lupus flare-free the sun will trigger a flare and I have to go through all that again. Argghh, the pain and suffering of having this chronic illness can sometimes be annoying. But I am keeping the faith that no matter how the weather may be or how the global warming affects my Lupus, God is way stronger than all these and He will carry me along and help me get through it.
Take care my fellow Lupies, and for everyone suffering from any illness. Take heart and know that God is always in control.


























