Have you ever wondered where the road will lead you? I think its a line from a song that seems familiar to me but I’m not really sure if I actually know it. Yesterday, I was already feeling sick and I felt bad because somehow I knew my bad mood triggered another lupus flare. I prayed to God to give me something to hope for, something that will make me wake up in the morning and feel the beauty of being alive despite my illness.

I love my life, God has blessed me with so much and I almost got everything that I wanted and yet, I still feel empty, like I am lost or something. I have always known that life is a journey and it is made up of choices that ought to reflect into how we live. I sometimes wonder where my road will lead, I sometimes feel like I’m running in circles and I am totally lost. It seems my life has a journey of its own and it does not include the happy road… and that is the only road I would like to be in.

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