My mood is still not improving and I’m already feeling sick. I was warned from this, any emotional stress can trigger a lupus flare but I don’t really know how to control this. I am just feeling sad everyday, it’s like the weather right now, everything seems gloomy to me and I already gave up trying to uplift my mood. Somehow, I’m just waiting for God to give me some better days and start feeling happy again.
I spent the whole day alone at the mall yesterday, I did a little shopping for myself and I tried some new clothes. Ever since I got fat because of steroids, I don’t really like shopping for clothes but since the holiday is coming I need a lot of outfit to wear for different parties and I felt a little good about myself to find out that I lost 2 inches in my waist line and I slipped to 2 sizes. That’s really something…
After a tiring day of shopping, I went to a coffee shop and just took my time to observe the people around me. I’m hardly alone and I really treasure times where I can spend time on my own.
November 28th, 2007 at 1:37 am
halo Ems, don’t get sad or feel gloomy…me not taking steroids but still big..hehehhe, I often feel thesame when things are going crazy here…but I tried to look for something or do things that can make me happy…wish your house is closed by so we can hop in the jeepney and go wherever we like. You take care.
November 29th, 2007 at 12:52 pm
thanks Lutch, i’m feeling much better now.. sana nga malapit ka lang para makapag-chikahan tayo
November 29th, 2007 at 9:59 pm
told you not to stress out yourself. but i think its the time of the year. ako din mejo not on the good mood side, buti na lang may anevay ako. and ung lupus ko nagpapansin.
November 29th, 2007 at 10:02 pm
and wag masyado magiisip ha. take good care of ourself.