This bad mood is really getting old. I don’t know what else to do to uplift my soul. I have every reason to rejoice and be happy but I’m not. I’m not usually like this and I have always been an optimist, always trying to look at the bright side. But I’m afraid it does not work with me this time. Even retail therapy cannot bring me into a good mood, so I am now convinced that this has something to do with my lupus illness and I just need to patiently wait on it to subside. There are so many things that I needed to do, that I needed to prepare for the upcoming Christmas celebration. As the events planner and organizer, I have a lot of things that needs to be done and I need to be in the mood for it. After all Christmas is all about happiness and I don’t want my sadness to reflect on the celebration.



























November 26th, 2007 at 5:20 pm
I know you’ve probably heard this before (and I have lupus too by the way, since 1992, and very much understand what it is like to just have no motivation or energy)… sometimes it helps em to make a list of things i am thankful for, to lift my mood. as a bonujs it’s cheaper than retail therapy