Archive for November 19th, 2007


Internet Buff

Monday, November 19th, 2007

I am a certified internet addict. I just can’t imagine my life anymore without the internet, in fact I think my world revolves around the whole wide world now. Is this a good thing or not? I’m not that quite sure. But since my work, relies so much on the use of the internet I think basically it is part of my life. I sometimes feel that I’ve got more online friends than real ones since I’m online most of the time, I don’t really have time to go out anymore. That is why I am so thankful that there are a lot of ways right now to access the internet even if you’re out with your friends or you simply just want a change in your environment. RemotePC allows you to remote access your PC’s from your home and office from anywhere with an internet connection. Avail of its 30-day FREE trial and experience this wonderful solution for you to gain control over your work no matter where you are.

Heart Breaker

Monday, November 19th, 2007

Not so long ago, I broke up with someone simply because I had Lupus. I just felt at that time, I was doing him a favor. I don’t want him to take care of me forever, I don’t want to be a burden to him and I don’t want him to suffer with the uncertainty of my illness. My friends disapproved my decision, saying that I was just taking pity on myself, they said I can never find someone like him anymore. But the thing is, I am aware of that I am letting “mr.right” go and I maybe stupid and a fool but that is what I want to do, I just had this feeling that even though he said my health condition won’t be a problem for us I don’t believe him. What if I can’t give him a child? He was an only child and he was already being pressured by his family to have a child and with my sickness, I am not sure if I am capable of bearing a child even how desperately I want to. Maybe my insecurities and fear took the better part of me when I decided to leave him but in truth, I am keeping a painful secret that really made me leave him. I fell out of love with him.

I guess, that’s the magic word “love” because as a hopeless romantic as I am I know I can endure everything when it comes to love but somewhere along the way I had lost that feeling towards him. I was not used in being the heart breaker but this time I caused him so much pain that in just a matter of months he got married with someone else. I sincerely wish him happiness and that is probably our destiny.