
A wonderful way to close the week and welcome the weekend. For the past days, I was not feeling well and I was so irritable and I experienced extreme mood swings. One moment I feel happy and then I’ll just feel like weeping and crying over nothing. I was beginning to think that I’m losing my mind but I guess it’s all part of having Lupus. Maybe I was just under a lot of emotional stress since I saw someone very dear to me last Sunday and the glimpse of him shattered my world. Enough about him, I don’t want to have any thoughts of him tonight.
I just got home with a fine evening with my friends and it has been awhile since I had a TGIF night out. It’s days like these that I realize that I have such a wonderful life, sometimes I feel guilty that I’m ranting all the time when excluding lupus and my love life, I’ve got everything that I want in my life… a loving family, true friends, good high paying job, my faith and almost everything else that everyone needs to be happy and yet I am still ranting. I just pray that I’ll have more days like these.