Today is my special day. I’m officially thirty years old *sigh* I had a simple but very warm birthday spent with the people I love. The Sunday message today felt like it was made solely for me.. “God’s Delay are not God’s Denials” it was as if God was speaking to me directly and answering all my questions. Our pastor said that we have wishes or longings that we present to God and sometimes, the waiting was too hard to bear that we sort of thought God’s abandoning us. I feel that all the time, I kept on praying to God to heal me from this illness but to no avail and no matter how optimistic I try to be, most of the time I feel like crap! Deep in my heart I know that God will deliver me from this sickness and He will grant me complete healing in His own time, I just need to be more patient. If I look back at my life, I have no reason at all to complain for I have been blessed and loved by God and I have everything that any person should be happy about and still I feel that happiness is like an elusive dream.

I’m tired, it has been a long weekend full of celebrations and I still need to get up early for a road trip with my college friends, sort of an extended birthday celebration. I am doing a revamp on this blog very soon… I am sleepy now but I just can’t let this day pass without thanking the Lord for everything He has done in my life. He alone deserves the highest praise and honor.