Lately, I’m having trouble in sleeping again and I’m having a bit of lupus flare. I’m trying not to be depressed about it, that’s the last I need right now and I’m praying for something to help me look forward to getting up in the morning. I need to be inspired. Sometimes I feel like I’m all alone and empty inside, my doctor said it’s normal for a lupus patient to always feel lonely and I hate it! I used to be a cheerful person and I’m very optimistic but somehow maybe lupus is really making me feel all sorry for myself. There are times that I just want to cry my heart out and I don’t even know why. I feel crazy and stupid.

4 Responses to “Lupus Rants”

  1. jackie Says:

    ako din po. na’ouch’ sa lines na un from grey’s anatomy na pinost nio.

    ate, just keep ur mind and body relaxed para maka2log ka po ng maayos ;)

  2. bob Says:

    4rqkXU hello good site thx http://peace.com

  3. Emmyrose Says:

    Ouch talaga jackie, nakatulog na rin ako ng maayos sa wekas

  4. zee Says:

    Hi whilst searching the blogoshpere for articles and insights into lupus i stumbled upon your blog. i can see why your blog has been ‘awarded’ so many…well ‘awards’ - its awesome!

    i too have been recently diagnosed with lupus. When the first time my doc explained to me what lupus was and what it meant to me, i felt like a small part of me died almost instantly.

    But now when i look back at that day, i feel like laughing…dont know why…i just do.

    Is that strange?

    Anywayz, you have an awesome blog.

    Keep it up!:)

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