Lately, I’m having trouble in sleeping again and I’m having a bit of lupus flare. I’m trying not to be depressed about it, that’s the last I need right now and I’m praying for something to help me look forward to getting up in the morning. I need to be inspired. Sometimes I feel like I’m all alone and empty inside, my doctor said it’s normal for a lupus patient to always feel lonely and I hate it! I used to be a cheerful person and I’m very optimistic but somehow maybe lupus is really making me feel all sorry for myself. There are times that I just want to cry my heart out and I don’t even know why. I feel crazy and stupid.



























October 20th, 2007 at 2:46 pm
ako din po. na’ouch’ sa lines na un from grey’s anatomy na pinost nio.
ate, just keep ur mind and body relaxed para maka2log ka po ng maayos
October 21st, 2007 at 11:12 am
4rqkXU hello good site thx http://peace.com
October 22nd, 2007 at 3:26 pm
Ouch talaga jackie, nakatulog na rin ako ng maayos sa wekas
October 25th, 2007 at 2:08 am
Hi whilst searching the blogoshpere for articles and insights into lupus i stumbled upon your blog. i can see why your blog has been ‘awarded’ so many…well ‘awards’ - its awesome!
i too have been recently diagnosed with lupus. When the first time my doc explained to me what lupus was and what it meant to me, i felt like a small part of me died almost instantly.
But now when i look back at that day, i feel like laughing…dont know why…i just do.
Is that strange?
Anywayz, you have an awesome blog.
Keep it up!:)